Friday, July 31, 2009

drake explains himself .



drake defending his ' best i ever had ' video . i've heard a lot of bad reviews of th ' video and i didn't like it myself . i guess he got a lot of flack for th ' video . his explanation of th ' concept makes a little sense to me .

" That career move was very important to me. We’ve done such a great job of building it all up. It’s kind of like people were getting this impression of me that I’m never gonna make a mistake. I’m not made of Teflon. I’m gonna do things for myself sometimes, as opposed to what people want me to do.

If you listen to the song, I’m not saying the most graceful thing in the world. It’s not the most heartfelt song,” Drizzy continued. “I say some pretty wild things in regards to women in the actual song. When me and Kanye were in the studio working on a song for Big Sean, we were talking about it. We saw a comedic element to it. I felt that the climate in the world right now, everything in the world is so serious all the time, my life is serious, I just wanted to laugh.. "

honestly , i still don't find it funny but to each his own . i still feel drake is a great rapper regardless . and most definetly i'm going to cop his album . i just hope he comes out with better videos tho .

[tk] x [x-games] x [supra] .


i like these . and not only because i want
terry kennedy to be my future husband .



after shannon brown of course .


cute and lethal .

i need this . a girl has got to protect herself right ?

courtesy of ; www.thelipstickdiaries.com

erase .

" see , relationships are never a threat cause - i'll erase th ' history and act like we never met . "

if only it was so easy to live th ' way that i want to . i want to live my life without regretting a single thing that i have done . but i can't . i want to live my life without caring what people say about me . but i do care . i want to live my life without missing th ' one that got away . but it's just not that easy . i really wish i could i change th ' things that happened in th ' past . th ' people i met , th ' decisions i made , th ' events that happened . but all i can do is learn from all th ' experiences and hope for a better future . hope that everything will work out .


Thursday, July 30, 2009

jerimih - i'm a star

th ' warning .




i've been waiting for Eminem to get his fire back and it looks like he did . he goes hella hard on this diss track to mrs. and mr. mariah carey . like idk how nick cannon a.k.a. mr. mariah carey is about to respond to this but i imagine it's going to be some long ass blog about some nonsense . nobody can really go against eminem and win because he's one of th ' greatest rappers alive . god damn . he goes off on mariah . i can't wait to see how this all plays out . i'm going to just lay back and enjoy th ' show .

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

show me .

i'll show you an amazing woman , if you can show me a man who deserves her .

sega .

i'm tiqht . i still have my seqa qenesis . sonic th ' hedqehoq is my favorite qame .
who wanna play tho?

just saying .

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

used to love him .

" as i looked at what i've done
th ' type of life that i've lived
how many things i pray th ' father will forgive
one situation involved a young man
he was th ' ocean and i was th ' sand
he stole my heart like a theif in th ' night
dulled my senses and blurried my sight
i used to love him buh now i don't
i chose a road of passion and pain
sacrificed too much and waited in vain
gave up my power , ceased being a queen
addicted to love like th ' drug of a fiend
torn and confused , wasted and used
reached th ' crossroad which path would i choose
stuck and frustrated , i waited , debated
for something to happen that just wasn't fated
thought what i wanted was something i needed
when momma said no i just should have heeded
misled i bled til th ' poison was gone
and out of th ' darkness arrived th ' sweet dream
i used to love him but now i don't "
- lauryn hill

fabolous - everythinq , everyday , everywhere ft. keri hilson





vibe's tribute to th ' qame . my favorite tv show . even thouqh it was cancelled . hott r&b sinqers with hott football players . these pictures are pretty much fireeeeee .

a nice day .

today was a pretty laid back day . i qot to see my bby momz and my best friend randalllll . went to lonq beach and was just post'd at my best friends job . district 8 skate shop isn pretty cool and i qotta tomeet some interestinq people . plus my best friend randall qave meh a free sticker that's super cute . haha . today was qood cuhz meh and bby momz qot reunited . i havent seen her in years since i've been so busy . so today was a pretty chill day . i hope for more days like this . spendinq time with th ' ones i love is always qreat .

bonnie and clyde .


cuz mami's a rider , and i'm a roller
put us together , how they gon' stop both us ?

a love like this .

just saying .

Monday, July 27, 2009

rehab .

" baby , baby
when we first met
i never felt somethinq so stronq
you were like my lover
and my best friend
all wrapped into one
with a ribbon on it
and all of a sudden
you went and left
i didn't know how to follow
it's like a shock
that spun me around
and now my heart's dead
i feel so empty and hollow . "

pretty much this sonq is th ' prefect breakup sonq . nothinq could make meh think of my most recently ended relationship than this sonq . and i quess this is how everybody feels after they end a relationship with so mebody important . i don't want to feel this way aqain . i like to be able to think about love sonqs that make meh happy and make meh think about th ' happy moments between meh and a siqnificant other . i hadn't listened to this sonq in so lonq buh it came on today when my ipod was on shuffle and man it just brouqht up so many unnecessary feelinqs .

" and i'll never qive myself to another
the way i qave it to you
don't even recoqnize
the ways you hurt me
do you?
it's qonna take a miracle to brinq me back
and you're the one to blame . "

just sayinq .

Saturday, July 25, 2009

words .

" sometimes when i'm alone i cry , cause i am on my own . th ' tears i cry are bitter and warm . they flow with life but take no form , i cry because my heart is torn . i find it hard to carry on . if i had an ear to confide in , i would cry among my treasured friend , but who do you know stops that long , to help another carry on ? th ' world moves fast and it would rather pass by then to stop and see what makes one cry . so painful and sad . and sometimes i cry and no one cares why . "

- tupac shakur

Friday, July 24, 2009

what's beef ?

what's beef to jay-z ? apparently the game is trying to start a beef with jay-z calling him out on his track " i'm so wavy " . nigga please . jay-z will kill the game off . is the game even important these days ? i found this list while browsing allhiphop.com . the game name checks jay-z in over seventy songs . seesh . he looks like a fool for this one .

1 . " No Beef With Jay "
- One Blood

2 . " Got A Hook From Faith , No Verse From Jay ,
I Guss On Westside Story He Thought I Pit In His Face . "
- Westside Story

3 . " Dre Told Me He Ain't Doing ' Detox ' ,
This His Only Run Ma$e Coming Back , And Hovi Done . "
- No More Fun And Games

4 . " It's ' Me & My Girlfriend ' Like 2Pac And Them
Jay-Z And Beyonce , Or Bobby And Whitney ."
- Special

5 . " Rap Critics Politicin' , Wanna Know The Outcome ' Ready To Die ' , Reasonable Doubt ' , and ' Doggystyle ' . "
- Dreams

6 . " Make The Club R.O.X. Without Timberland Boots "
- Higher

7 . " I Was Gassed Up , Murder Inc . , Roc - A Fella Passed Up . "
- Don't Need Your Love

8 . " It Took Me A Little While But I Am Now Understanding , Hat Fucked Up In The First Round When He Picked Olowankandi . "
- Memp Bleek Iz

9 . " Oh , That Boy Colder Than Hova Unless He Sober "
- 300 Bars

10 . " And Ain't Nobody Tryin To Take Beyonce From Jay , But I Know A Bitch Named Superhead He Fucked Back In The Day ."
- Wouldn't Get Far

11 . " Took You To Award Shows , There Go Jay Right There "
- One Night

12 . " Banging ' The Black Album ' , Track #1 , She Like That Jay Shit , That's Her Favorite . "
- Around The World

13 . " Behind The Back To Nas He Alley Oop To Jigga . "
- Why You Hate The Game

14 . " Niggas Show Me Love In The Hood Like I Was HOV Down Flushing . "
- State Yo Name

15 . " The Day Jay Retire I'ma Park Next To The Throne , In A Maybach On Gold Wires , Yeah . "
- Hands On The Pump

16 . " Cuz He Know Jay-Z Departed , And These Other Rap Labels Know Don't Feed They Artists , Talking Blueprint Shit , You For Three Garages , Getting Money Off ROC Like Little E And Carter . "
- 200 Bars And Running

17 . " And 2Pac Was In Jail The Day You Called To Hit Him Up , I Wouldn't Be Outside 40 / 40 Bumpin ' Jigga What ' . "
- 200 Bars And Running

18 . " I'm The King , And You Better Respect It , All I Need Is Beyonce , And A Roc-A-Fella Necklace . "

19 . " I'm The Golden Boy , And I'm Making Hova Noise , Got The Whole World Clapping , Just Like The Nolia Boys . "

20 . " I told 'Em Bomp , Slow Down Baby, Got To Get This Shit Firm Like Foxy , Nas , And AZ . She Said ' Fuck You Pay Me ' That's What I Get For Letting Her Listen To My Jay-Z . "

21 . " Nigga , I'm Number One , Motherfucka Bar None , Who Else Kick Knowledge Outside Of Hova And The God Son "

22 . " You Gonna Make Me Make Jay Lose His Cool "
- Feel It In The Air

23 . " Too Much West Coast Dick Licking , Remember Jay-Z ? "
- 1-800-Homicide

24 . " No Em , No Dre , I'm The Hottest Thing Since Jay . "
- Get Up

25 . " Cause I'm The Man Behind The Roc Like Kanye West . "

26 . " A Pimp Like 50 , The Nigga To Leave You Broke Ma , Six In The Morning , You Streatching On The Sofa , Singing Ain't No Nigga Like Foxy Brown And Hova . "
- Compton To Fillmoe

27 . " I'm Running The ROC , Not Jay , Dame Dash Of Hoffa . "
- Jackin For Beats

28 . " Who The Fuck Holding Me ? I Was Just Waiting 'Til HOVA Leave , With My Eyes On The Throne That Belong To Me . "
- Round Here Freestyle

29 . " Yeah It's Me And Young Cass Til Hov Come Back . "
- Aim Ya Gunz

30 . " Throw Jay-Z In The Pot , Mix Em With Hen Or O.J. On The Rocks , Mix Em With Hin . Watchu Got ? The Westcoast Riding Again . "
- 82 Days

31 . " I Found Out It Was A Hard Knock Life Without Asking Jay . "
- Duck Down

32 . " Fake King Of New York , You Ain't Jay-Z ."
- Soundscan

33 . " Me , Em , And 50 Racing This Rap Shit Is Basic , I Followed That Jay Shit . "
- We Ain't

34 . " The Kings Coming , No I'm Not Jay-Z . "
- One Blood ( Remix )

35 . " Not The Rap Martyr , Or The Second Rap Carter . "
- For My Gangstaz

36 . " Nigga I'm Bout A Dollar , What The Fuck Is 50 Cent ? When Jay Said It , I Didn't Know What It Meant . "
- 100 Bars

37 . " Used To Push That Rock Like Jay Hov . "
- Red Bandana

38 . " Then This Marcy-Project Nigga Came And Stole The Crown . "
- I'm A Soldier

39 . " But Kanye And Hova Killed It Without A Doubt . "
- Just A Little Bit ( Freestyle )

40 . " Who Had The Hottest Chick In The Game , Wearing They Chain ? Mr . H To The Izzo , Nas , And Hurricane . "
- Too Much

41 . " Cuz Ain't Nobody Moving Units But Jay , Pimp Juice , And Us . "
- Down 4 My Niggas ( Freestyle )

42 . " They Say At Summer Jam I Turned It Out , But Kanye And Hova Killed It Without A Doubt . "
- Just A Little Bit ( G-Unit Diss )

43 . "I Used To Have Visions Of Retiring Like Jigga . "
- Du Rags

44 . " He In A Vest With A Hoodrar From Marcy With A Tattoo Of Jay-Z Name On Her Chest . "
- It's So Hard

45 . " I'm Classic Like Detox & Blueprint 2 . "
- Get Yo Money

46 . " Ya'll Thought It Was Over When Hova Retired . "
- Get Yo Money

47 . " Make The World Feel Like The Niggas Before 2Pac Shakur , Christopher Wallace , And Shawn Corey . "
- Don't Push Me

48 . " Teach Jigga How To Rhyme . "
- Juice ( Freestyle )

49 . " I'm Going To The Same Place Jay-Z Went , Fredrico And Pico . "
- 100 Bars

50 . " Hov Retired But Compton Still Pushin Roc . "
- On & On

51 . " I Came To See Chicks Shake They Ass Like Beyonce , So Let Me Be Hov For A Min . "

52 . " All I Gotta Do Is Hit Her With A Jay-Z Line , Like You Deserve To Be My Sunshine . "

53 . " Biggie Smalls Is The Illest , So Is Pac , Jay Retired , I Wonder If Nas Gon' Drop . "
- Unbelievable ( Freestyle )

54 . " I Know They Saying Why You Gotta Mention Jay . "
- State Yo Name

55 . " First Jay And Beyonce Then Nas And Kelis . "
- A Week Ago Part 2

56 . " You 36 And You Still Rappin , Uhh , I'm 26 And Homie So Is The Dubz . "
- One Blood

57 . " So I Reconciled My Differences Like He Did With Jigga . "
- Game On Hustlers

58 . " I'm Ready To Die , Without A Reasonable Doubt . "
- The Documentary

59 . " In '99 I Studied ' The Chronic ' Inside Out , ' Doggystyle ' For Breakfast ' , Lunch Was ' Reasonable Doubt ' . "
- I'm A Soldier ( Freestyle )

60 . " Shouldn't Been Influenced By Calvin Broadus , Nasir Jones , & Shawn Corey . "
- Pain In My Life ( Remix )

61 . " Yo Jay , What It Do Nigga , I DOne Roc'd Enough Fellas , TO Be You Nigga , I Got The 40 / 40 , They To My Jigga . "

62 . " We On That Same Elevator Going Down , Dodge Fitted m Got That Hova Lean So They Don't Notice Me ."
- Down & Out ( Mixtape Version )

63 . " I Was More Hood Then Suge , Had More Roc's Than Jay , More Scars On My Face Then The Original Scarface , Or The Homeboy Scarface . "

64 . " I Need More Than 60 Seconds , I Ain't Hov . "
- Hot 2Nite ( Remix )

65 . " Moved Out The Hood , Changed Her Name To Jay . "

66 . " He Ain't Nas , Ain't B.I.G. , Ain't Jigga . "
- 300 Bars

67 . " Pushing The Rock , Nah This Ain't No Subliminal , The Summer To Hot , And I Want The Winter To Stay . "
- Dear Summer

68 . " I'm Fly Like A Hummingbird On A Tree Top , The New Hov , The New B.I.G. , The new 'Pac , I Need Three Spots . "

69 . " Ask A Jay-Z Fan About Big Daddy Kane , Don't Know Em , Game Gon' Show Em . "
- Games Pain

70 . " She Call Me Jay , I Call Her B , We Getting Married To The Streets . "
- Camera Phone

71 . " I'm That Six Figga Nigga Who Got Word From KRS-One And Stole The Blueprint From Jigga ."
- Feels Good

72 . " I Hear The Crowd Calling My Name , Game , Game , But I'm Not One So Don't Try To Play Me , And This Goes From Gucci Mane To Jay-Z . "
- Laugh

73 . " Hip Hop Is Soft Since The Roc-A-Fella Breakup , And I Don't Do Subliminals I Just Pick Jay Up . "
- Walk In The Streets

when the game had beef with 50 cent i supported because i didn't even like 50 cent as a rapper and it was a west coast thing . buh seesh . jay-z is amazing and the game is not . jay-z is going to win this round no matter what .

just sayinq .

bittersweet .


bittersweet .
you're qoinq to be th ' death of meh .
i dont want you .
buh i need you .
i love you and i hate you
at th ' very same time .

kanye west speaks to my soul .

now this hennesy , is qoinq to be th ' death of meh .
and i always thouqht you havinq my
child was our destiny . buh i can't even
vibe with you sexualluy . cuhz everytime you
that you try you will question meh .

sayinq ' you fuckinq them qirls , disrespictinq meh .
you don't see how your lies is affectinq meh .
you don't see how our life was supposed to be .
and i never let a niqqa qet this close to meh .

i torture myself with this sonq . buh this sonq is so amazinq .

just sayinq .

Monday, July 20, 2009

thirsty ?

apoloqies .


i'm not sure how sincere th ' apoloqy is . i want to believe what he says because i've been such a fan for so lonq . it does take a real man to step up and admit what he did was wronq . a lot of people wou'dn't do that . qood luck to chris brown .

vascular .

eww . there's such a thinq as too much muscle .
this picture reminds meh of buff stewie . haha .

Sunday, July 19, 2009

five types .

" Five Types Of Women That All Men Hate "

1. Ms. “Stick In The Mud”
This woman never seems to have any fun … ever. Her idea of a good time is probably a quiet evening at home reading the encyclopedia while eating a Lean Cuisine. On top of that, she doesn’t know how to give or take a joke, since she takes herself way too seriously. Will you relax … please?

2. Ms. “No One Else”
Ms. “No One Else” wants all of your free time—every single second of it. As soon as the two of you get close, she stops talking to all of her friends and expects you to do the same. Some men may reluctantly agree, but that arrangement soon grows old.

3. Ms. “Something To Prove”
Ms. “Something To Prove” has always worked hard to show the world she was capable of doing anything she set her mind to. And while the entire male population applauds her strength, we get kind of tired of her reminding us about it throughout the entire date.

“I’ve got a good job.”
“I don’t need a man to do anything for me.”
“I’ve always been independent.”
“I’m going to write a book encouraging other women to be strong like me.”

Honestly, we’d rather listen to a Paula Abdul Greatest Hits album than to sit through an entire evening of that.

4. Ms. “Read My Mind”
For some reason, Ms. “Read My Mind” expects her man to know exactly what she’s thinking at all times. As a result, she constantly tests him, using his responses to gauge his level of love. This type of behavior should be avoided, as very few men are interested in dealing with the constant guessing games.

5. Ms. “Chatterbox”
Communication serves as the cornerstone for all serious relationships. However, some women overdo it a bit. The problem with Ms. “Chatterbox” is that she spends most of her time talking, and none of it listening. Before long, this type of woman grows even more annoying than that one drunk uncle who always tries to hit on your female friends.

The Fly Guy Moral: So now that I have outlined the five types of women that all men hate; what now? Will you continue to hold out hope that he will one day change his mind and accept you as you are? Or will you learn the art of compromise and begin addressing those personal issues that aren’t conducive to a healthy relationship? I pray you choose the latter.

To read more from the Fly Guy, visit The Fly Guy Chronicles

Saturday, July 18, 2009

th ' eminem show .

for th ' lonqest time i didn't listen to anybody but eminem . almost threw down with my own cousinfor breakinq my MarshallMathersLP cd . it was that serious . then TheEminemShow and 8Mile came out and i was in love . yes , i had posters and pictures of him on my wall . and althouqh he's not th ' sexiest man i've seen , his talent makes him sexy . honestly , their isn't a lot of people who can say th ' thinqs that he says and do th ' thinqs that he does and qet away with it . a lot of people can't qo throuqh all th ' thinqs that he has personally and rise above it . he has to be the best story teller that i have ever heard in my life . eminem is by far my favorite rapper alive riqht now . and even thouqh i feel like his last album wan't his best that isn't qoinq to chanqe . can't even name all my favorite sonqs by him . he spits out qreatness . and he does it with no holdinq back . and who can diss Will Smith in a sonq then qive him a hiqh five at the MTV awards but Eminem ? simply qreatness .

" my sonqs can make you cry , take you by surprise , and at the same time , can make you dry your eyes with the same verse . see what you seein' is a qenius at work , which to me , is easy to misinterpert at first , cuhz when i speak it's tonque and cheek . i'll yank my fuckin' teeth before i'd ever bite my tonque , i'll slice my qums , qet struck by fuckinq liqhteninq twice at once , and die and come back as Vanilla Ice's son and walk around the rest of my life spit on , and kicked and hit with shit everytime i sunq . like R.Kelly as soon as Bump & Grind comes on . "
- My Dad's Gone Crazy

that was all off th ' top of my dome . wow .

just sayinq .

female rappers .

i'm not a biq fan of female rappers . i'll admit that i'll listen to them from time to time . i feel like most female rappers rap too much about how pretty they are or about their sex qame . which is fine with me . i respect th ' confidence . i wanna see them chanqe it up tho . maybe because i prefer a rapper to tell meh a story and somehow relate to my life . th ' most successful rappers are , let's face it , men . buh they are also rappers who rap about different thinqs . you can't say th ' same thinqs and expect people to not qet bored with you . no disrespect to any female rappers but it's true . this doesn't apply to all female rappers because lauryn hill's music still speaks to my soul . and their are other female rappers that qo hard that i'm not qoinq to mention . buh trina , jackie - o , lil ' kim , and nicki minaj need to stop rappinq about their pussies . or at least rap about other thinqs too .

just sayinq .

Friday, July 17, 2009

" only dumb girls let love get them delirious to the
point where they let things that really count go undone. "
- the coldest winter ever

i see it a lot of times . in myself , my friends , and in stranqers . a lot of people rely too much on th ' relationship that they're in that they let it run their life . it seems to me that a person relies on another person as th ' key to their own happiness . which in turn causes said person to lose themselves . a person stops their hustle , their qrind , loses their focus , and spends their time tryinq to make th 'other person happy . they become your life . to me that's not a healthy relationship . and sometimes it qets like that . it qot like that with me before . i learned from my mistakes when most people fail and keep repeatinq th ' same mistake . so what happens when it ends ? what happens when it doesn't turn out how you want it to ? your left with nothinq . don't make somebody your everythinq because then you're left with nothinq . that's th ' honest to God truth . people should live separate lives and at th ' samae time be able to intertwine their lives toqether . a relationship should be about supportinq and encouraqinq their partner to achive their dreams and qoals . that's how it SHOULD be . buh sometimes it isn't . we forqet that relationships take work . hard work . and people forqet that . love does not come easy . if it did then there wouldn't be any hate .

just sayinq .

Friday, July 10, 2009

birds and th ' bees.


it's amazinq how much people frown upon th ' want of sex . maybe other people have abused sex by wantinq it too much and then qettinq it like they ain't ever qoinq to qet it aqain . now i'll be th ' first person to say that it's pretty disqustinq when a male or a female puts their body out there fuckinq whoever in siqht . buh if you qot respext for yourself and your body then what's wronq with wantinq sex . these days it's rare to find someone that hasn't experienced sex . and sometimes i think that sex isn't worth it . beinq a virqin is qreat if that's your choice . buh if you have a desire that needs to be filled then qo ahead . i just think that people make bad choices when it comes to who they have sex with and that's ok . you live and learn . buh sex is natural . cleavaqe is fine to meh . a lil peek of th ' panties or some butt cheek hanqinq is ok . i think of it as just a tease to people who will never qet it . and a reminder to whoever qot it . ha ! i just think you can tell by a person's actions if they're respectable or not respectable . a man wants a lady in th ' streets buh a freak in th ' sheets . my point is that sex is qreat if it's with th ' riqht person and you're ready for it . qettinq pressured into sex is not qoinq to make th ' experience qreat at all . haha . public service announcement : make th ' riqht choices and use protection .

feel th ' beat.

music is just such a beautiful thinq . somethinq universal that all people can connect with . doesn't matter what kind of music you listen to . rap , r&b , rock , punk , classical , country , pop , or whatever . it's those sonqs . those sonqs that just reach into your soul and pull out your deepest thouqhts and feelinqs . those sonqs that qet you pumped up and ready for anythinq . those sonqs that let your anqer out . those sonqs that make you cry or make you happy . those sonqs that make you qet up on th ' table and shake that ass . or those sonqs that make you feel qood about yourself . it's crazy how one sonq can effect your mood . buh also it's just natural . it kinda pains meh when people don't listen to other kinds of music just because it's different . tryinq new thinqs is all part of life . you can't knock it if you don't try it , riqht ? people have so much to say about music . especially when it comes to hearinq somethinq first . like who th ' fuck really cares who heard it first . if a person likes it then they like it . buh truly there is a difference to what actually is a qood sonq or not . i mean a qreat sonq is somethinq that most people can qet into and relate to . and i'm qettinq off topic tho . i love music tho . i don't know what i would do without it . and even thouqh i stay more towards the hip hop and r&b qenres i do like to branch out into different qenres also . and if you haven't done that . try it . i bet you'll like it .


th ' best music store i've been to so far . they have everythinq .
amoeba music store in hollywood, ca .

qone to soon .


R.I.P. Aaliyah
th ' talented always die younq . i always wonder what th ' music world would be like if certain musicians hadn't died .


so you have to wonder . if aaliyah was still around would beyonce be th ' one rockinq th ' roc ?

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

lonely niqhts .

i quess it's those late niqhts that really qet to meh . those niqhts when you just want to lay in be and couple up with that special somebody . when i qet that special somebody i'm not even qoinq to qo out anywhere . all i wanna do is just lay in bed twenty four hours a day and cuddle , talk , and other thinqs . ;) haha . it's just nice . i mean amonq all th ' bad thinqs i've experienced in relationships there are always those moments that make everythinq seem alriqht . and when i'm feelinq for a relationship that's what i want . just away from th ' world . just be by ourselves . that'd be nice . 

hiqhliqht of my week .

shannon brown siqned a 4.2 million dollar contract w| th ' lakers . two years w | th ' option for a second year . that means i'm qettinq my jersey . 

rememberinq michael .



artist - david qaribaldi





summer summer summer time .

it's been awhile since i've had a free summer . i'm still workinq buh i have absolutely no summer school . so when i have my days off i really have my day off . today was a beach day . what a nice day it was . went they're early as fuck and there was qreat parkinq . first time for everythinq . spent time playinq in th ' waves . hit a couple waves that nearly took my top off . kept everythinq q - rated tho cuhz there was kids there . went so deep in th ' water that th ' lifequard was callinq meh and my cousin to come in . oh well . i'm like a fish . i love swimminq . i'd be there everyday if i could . somethinq so freeinq about beinq in th ' water . buh this summer has been pretty qood tho . i'm lookinq to make more memories this summer and bloqqinq about them all th ' while .

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Thursday, July 2, 2009

half time .

so half a year has qone by . time flies by so quickly i can't even remember what happened in the past couple months . been livinq life and experiencinq different thinqs . the next couple months is qoinq to include some biq chanqes . includinq the biq twenty first birthday . seesh i'm qoinq to be leqally leqal . haha . and you know i'm doinq it biq . veqas baby . i love it there and i need to experience it to it's full extent . not some crappy i can't do anythinq but siqht-see , shop , and qo to the arcade . i'm talkinq about qettinq wild and drunk haha . what happens in veqas stays in veqas . anyways in a few months i'm qoinq to find out what the future holds for meh . my career . everythinq . i'm lookinq for more qreat times with the people i love and mean so much to meh . and lookinq forward to makinq new friends . two thousand and nine has been a pretty qood year so far and i'm lookinq for it to finish out qreat . then two thousand ten hear i come .


btw . new moon is cominq out november ninth . i'm waitinq . haha .

... and it's all i feel .

so i'm enjoyinq bloqqinq . i'm beinq more consistent with my bloqs than i was before . i like sharinq my thouqht and feelinqs , my likes and dislikes . and i hope whoever reads my bloqs likes them too . buh i think i would still keep bloqqinq my little heart out because this bloq is like a diary . i can write down my thouqhts and opinions that are in my mind . writinq it all out . just qettinq everythinq off my chest . if people enjoy my bloq then that's wonderful . buh if i had no readers and no followers it wouldn't matter to meh . 

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

introducinq .

my best friend randy .

i swear he's the ony quy i can trust now a days . i don't qet to hanq out with him often buh when we do we have tons of fun . hahaha . we went to venice beach today and counted how many weird thinqs we see as we walk down the boardwalk . final count = 124 . played the license plate qame which i owned . played sluq buq . which he won . like really tho . the old buqs not the new ones . who really drives them anymore . buh t'day was a qood day and my best friend is better than yours . who said that quys and qirls can't be best friends ? not meh .

birthday sex live .





there is just somethinq so sexy to meh about a man that can play piano and sinq . and plus this my sonq . my birthday is in a couple months and this sonq is definetly qoinq to be on rotation .

the best i ever had .





umm not the best i ever seen .
this video was weak .

flawless .

megan fox . i swear she has no imperfections .

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