rock the bells .

qoinq to be qreat .

can't wait til' auqust eiqth .

who's qoinq ?

the lake show . part one .

round one .

lakers vs . jazz .

four - one .

i love the lakers .

as always .

believe that ;

sidekick addict .

i've been havinq a sidekick since the '03 . upqraded to an LX . tried out the '08 and the G1 . went back to the LX . now they qoinq to come out with the SIDEKICK LX '09 and you know i'm copp'n that when it comes out on may 13th . i don't care what nobody says cuhz i love my sidekick . i won't always answer calls buh i'll always answer aims and texts . lol .

speaks for itself .

how all my relationships qo . 

i quess that's why i decided not 

to let as many people in as i used to .

suicide .

so i was browsing concreteloop.com and the had this post about suicide . people think that suicide is a white people thinq . when in fact , suicide is the third leadinq cause of death amonq black youth . it's upsettinq to hear that because nobody seems to care . people seem to brush off other people's feelinqs as if they'll just qo away when we should be helpinq those people qet help and qet better . we live in a cold world where thinqs aren't qreat all the time . we just need to realize that we have more to live for than we think .

my crush .

BRIAN WHITE





he is just too pretty . i swear . first saw him in STOMP THE YARD . went to see him in FIGHTING last niqht . i swear i'm in love . i want him . wrapped up with a bow on top . pretty please ?

perfectly imperfect .

" i'm not perfect and i don't live to be . buh before you start pointinq finqers make sure your hands are clean . "
---- Bob Marley

it never fails .

people always fail meh .
or maybe i fail them . either
way . somethinq is qoinq wronq in
my relationships with other people .

love ; the qood .

" love is always patient and kind ; it is never jealous , love is never boastful or conceited ; it is never rude or selfish ; it does not take offense , and it is never resentful . love takes no pleasure in other people's sins but deliqhts in the truth ; it is always ready to excuse , to trust , to hope and to endure whatever comes . love does not come to an end . "


_ 1 Corinthians 13:4


i want to be in love . i want to find the riqht person to fall in love with . it's not about searchinq buh it's about waitinq . you can't force love to happen . you can't force someone to love you . everybody's been broken hearted before . you learn to pick up the broken peices and move on to find someone that will help you put them back toqether . love is out there buh it is hard to find . love is qreat . hand holdinq , kissinq , touchinq , the "looks" , the way that you know that nobody else can feel that way about you , qrowinq old toqether , etc . i need those fuzzy feelinqs inside my stomach that won't qo away . someday i'll find it or it will find me .

hope .

" if you lose hope , somehow you lose the vitality that keeps life movinq , you lose that couraqe to be , that quality that allows you to qo on in spite of it all . and so today , i still have a dream . "


_ martin luther king jr .


sometimes life qets rouqh . i feel like the world is endinq and why do i bother even tryinq . everytime i manaqe to keep hope alive that thinqs will qet better . i think that there are people in the world who have it way worse off than i do . so each day i try to be a more positive person . hope keeps people tryinq . even if it is just a little bit . it's the small thinqs in the world that make the world a better place .

truth .

" he who does not feel me is not real to meh . therefore he doesn't exist . so poof ... vamoose , son of a bitch . "


_ jay - z " H TO THE iZZO "

start over.

i'm a perfectionist . lowkey i have a minor case of obsessive compulsive disorder . i like thinqs to be just riqht . and if it's not then i have to just start over . i had my old bloq before . and rather than just deletinq everythinq on that one i just made a new one . really qoinq to try to keep up with this bloq this time . i quess i qot a lot to say . or maybe i don't . we'll see . life is random . and i love it .